Wednesday, February 4, 2015

2015 - A Rocky Start



So … how’s the year going for everyone? I know some peeps not too impressed with the direction of 2015. I’ve just added myself to the list.

I had my yearly checkup with my survivorship oncologist. Unfortunately, the news wasn’t so great. It seems that I have some stress related health issues. Sometimes stress can be easily managed, but it appears as if my issues are being compounded or aggravated by a possible under-performing thyroid.

Most people who see me on a regular basis know that I have been dealing with a lot of fatigue in the latter half of last year. I’ve also been dealing with jaw, neck and throat pain/fatigue, extreme sensitivity to cold, muscle weakness, stiffness and swelling and brain fog.

If I do have an under-performing thyroid, then this would explain a lot of health issues. It makes me feel better just knowing that this isn’t all in my head. The larger part of the issue is that it could be – BUT PROBABLY NOT – cancer.

The reality is that my thyroid was in the field of radiation when I had Hodgkin’s disease. Plus, every time I have a CT scan, they inject a dye in my IV. Both of these things put me at a greater risk than average for thyroid cancer.

I’ll restate though – I DO NOT THINK IT IS CANCER. I will continue in this line of thinking until I’m told otherwise. No need to worry over something that may not be. I do think it is prudent to prepare myself and study, but worrying is not an option. They are already testing my thyroid levels and I have a follow-up appointment in three weeks. I don't like having to wait so long for results, but then I figure if it is something more serious than a thyroid on the fritz, then I will be notified.

All I can say is that this is a pretty lousy start to my year. 2015 – Boo hiss and many frowns upon you!

That being said, I know the power of prayer and I know that I have many prayer warriors out there praying for me. It is the best thing that I could ask for. I also know that my friends that are not religious are sending me their most positive vibes. I thank them for that. To say I am lucky is an understatement.

The plan right now is to simplify what I can and listen to the doctors when they give me advice and instructions.

Until I have something else to report, I guess that’s all I have to say except:

“Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you.” 1 Peter 5:7

Much love to all,
Kat